Mistress of The Other Side

A visit, to the other side, is not an easy thing.

Harlo earthlings!

Yeah I know, it is been awhile I update something in this blog.

I kindda get a bit lazy sometimes... Plus I'm very very busy with my studying.

Do not worry. I have 3 papers left, and YAHOO! holiday for 3 months before college starts.

To truth, I'm not ready for college.

Or University

OR THE OTHER LIFE

I wanna stay as young as I can.

First, you get cute.

Second, you can do your things.

Third, money isn't your problem.

It is sad. My parents didn't taught me how to stand on my own feet.

That is why I'm not easy with my surroundings.

And sometimes, I failed on my love life.

But overall, its an adventure that everyone has to get through.

Minus PeterPan.

So here's some of my holidays plan.

First, I'll try to get a huge chunk of money. Then I'll decide wheater for the sake of my Gendou friends, of their long distance relationship, or save it later and make a huge event.

Second, I will travel my own country, Malaysia, and find interesting facts and places.

There's still 2 state left I haven't visit.

Third, I will ... clean my room and workplace.

Mostly it's all about my personal projects.

Like doing the Gendounians Song. Which is 20% finished.

My head included thounsands of plans that concluded money. and time. and people.

It sucks. I only wish the world isn't that expensive.

Or even Money gets in the way.

Well this is a very personal blog.

I'm just sad. Seeing how I could not answer today's exam paper.

Its accounting. I never seen the question format before.

And it gets me angry when some bastard said it's the most easy paper in history.

We know you're genius on it, don't show off .___.

Now here's my new problem.

My "daughter" wants me to go to Singapore with her to meet her boyfriend.

My brain said yes, but my parents wouldn't.

Its not that I don't want to come, but seeing how my parents wouldn't agree.

Its sad to say no to her.

She's, well, people always have their ups and downs, and that's mostly her outside personalities.

I've meet her. She's taller than I am.

Which... is... is... a... fact.

BUT

The point is... I still don't know how should I explain to my parents.

If only I could do it or to tell her.

Its just to hard.

I understand the situations, but... That's the problem.

I'm always there when friends needed, but they dumped me when I'm in need.

Still, if you (she) reading this, I'll try my best to explain and see how thing goes.

So.

Never.

Ever.

Fall.

In.

Love.

When.

You're.

Not.

Ready.

Signature to Signature

AHOY!

Well well well, look who's back from the busy school life?

ME!

And now I shall give you my masterpiece!

In the celebration of Lights' new album, Acoustic EP album,

Katy Perry comes to Malaysia (my town),

Charmed new comic issue is out,

I give you, them, in a signature.

:D Like it?

Ask my permission first, bitache.

I was thinking, should I made Phoebe's signature?

Then again I failed on making power of four signature.

So what the heck.

Aaaaaaaaand all of these are used in a new techniques I learn in a minutes!

I love it. And I'm getting used of it. It's pretty easy.

Lol no I'm not teaching you, search ya self.

Aaaaaaaaaaaand of course I will do an Alyssa Milano signature, since ... for celebrating her 100+million followers in Twitter.

And also her first anniversary wedding!

As a present of course.

Aaaaaaaaaaaand not to worry, Gendou's signture will do be doing the same day as Alyssa's.

Since Gendou is celebrating his 10th anniversary :D!

Long live Gendou.com!

Alright earthlings, time for me to go to bed.

It's been an exhaust day for me.

And so I shall end with the song I'm listening right now...

I can tell just what you want, you don't want to be alone, you don't want to be alone.

And I can say is what you know, but you know them the whole time, yeah you know them the whole time.

-Two Door Cinema Club, What You Know

A FIGHT FOR A FIGHT

Never underestimate us, shity people!

I have an anger that I can control on various types of people.

Firstly, one anger I can't control, a break up anger.

That is a normal thing to every else.

But, in this case it is unfair and rage-ly madly turn us all into warriors!

First case.

My math tuition teacher accidentally just playing pushing our stuff into the floor.

While in my case, he actually took out my umbrella and open it up and playing girly actions with the umbrella.

I stand my guard of anger, because I was more into my math solutions rather then a playful adult.

Second case.

This second case is something racists.

No matter how I hate it, I still keep my anger into lower level.

That bitch said I can't play Sudoku and that I just simply put my numbers.

In my case, I wasn't playing seriously, I just want to let the time passed.

In her case, she keeps insulted and teased me at my back.

AND DON'T EVER THINKING THAT I DO NOT KNOW CHINESE BITCH.

I know perfectly simple chinese. Shity people is shity.

She told her friends and her friends are just same.

They told her to tell me to get off of the computer.

But I stand my guard firmly.

And I stay there as long as I can hold my anger.

Just as soon as she's going to her class.

I jump off and charged up with my friends, who just done with their classes.

All of us start to talking in chinese and tease her back!

TAKE THAT BITCH.

Third case.

Hey dude, I know you are ruling our school, but don't ask for destruction when everything is FINE!

The "Nice" Principal is sending our art room at the back which are a shity room.

With the shity smell, and the shity underly works.

Yeah they promise it will be done in a week.

HEY DUDE, YOUR WEEK IS LIKE MONTH.

STUPID USELESS WORDS OF PROMISE.

I shall never going to like the Principal no matter what he said or do, kindly.

Since you force us to move at the shity room, we shall force you to follow our own interior designs!

And we shall make that room more nicely and peacefully then your stupid worthless office.

Hey, why don't you move into that room and let you feel how it is when you're actually inside it for the next 2 hours!

Don't worry, we shall get our revenge soon.

-Matthew.

Regret, Future, Rejections.

It's the decision where everything is going to be, regretful.

Well, here's a sad news.

See, this is why I always hate Saturday and Tuesday.

My favorite day should be Thursday, Wednesday and Friday.

Lol see how I put Thursday before Wednesday?

That's epic fail.

Who cares, it's MY BLOG.

Back to the sad news.

First of all, I can't attend my classmates' BBQ party, today.

It's sad, because it's probably a nice outing with my classmates that we have planned.

And yet my family brainwashed me saying that I shouldn't go since there's none of my close friends who sit beside me are going.

Well, I guess it would be boring if their not there too.

There's the decision.

Either I go and enjoying and knowing them more, I'll get the relationship closed.

Or

I don't go and staying at home and enjoying playing my computer and editing this and that, and I'll regret for not attending and not getting the relationship close enough.

Conclusion: Brainwashed by family, saying staying at house is better because mom is lazy to send and take me from the house.

Now another sad news.

Today, I got the chance to go to my favorite bookstore which are, Kinokuniya (KLCC) and Times (Pavilion)

The problem is I don't know what book should I get, since all those famous books I have is brought.

So, I just thought I'll just go there and I'll find something new.

However, I found chick-lit which are like vampires stuff and relationship stuff.

Heh, not my reading stuff, sorry.

Why is there no interesting books like Derek Landy and Micheal Scott?

Those would probably catch my eyes, and I'll buy it each year (if of course it comes in series books, and that you're going to publish a book in a year)

Okay, I do brought some Twilight books and also one vampire book.

But hey, I only brought 2 first books of Twilight and the vampire book was awesome then any other stuff.

Thank you Susan for your "S" book.

At first glance you would think it's a chick-lit stuff, but it's actually an awesome book.

Complicated, but awesome.

And I wish there would have a second book.

Talking about dead-walking creatures, I also love Neil Gaiman's "The Graveyard Book".

THAT is awesome, just epic awesome.

And I finally finished Darren Shan series.

I saw one new book from the series. Or is the series ended?

Well, I'll just wait and see how it goes.

Okay let's stop talking about books for awhile and back to the sad news.

So, I went inside of the Kinokuniya bookstore and found out that there's no new novel.

I just walk around and finally given up on searching Japanese book, novel, and computing book.

That's when my mind working fast.

GRAPHIC BOOKS! UPSTAIRS!

With my walking speed, I went upstairs. My heaven.

IT'S HAVING A DISCOUNT PROMOTION!

"ALL GRAPHIC DESIGN BOOKS IN 20%"

HELL YEAH!

I walk around and at the end I couldn't choose one graphic book.

There's so many and fricking awesomely and also half expensive.

There's so many category like Logo, Typo, Web Design, Vector and etc.

I like to choose Web Design and Vector but seeing how less quality they have I just had to 2nd check.

Not to mention, I gave up on them before I'll go insane and screaming.

So I had to go downstairs and look for some discount on computering books.

I got no choice at all.

But hey, once I reached Times, I got some porfit.

Idiots books are on discount and I found "Writing for Young Adults" but then I second glance and I found my wonderful book. "World Mythology"

Hell yes, so I had to choose either Writing or Mythology.

Of course I hell-ta choose Mythology.

I wanted both but you know how expensive they are.

I had to let go of writing since I had 2 writing books.

And of course I got my own a Web Designing book from Dummies.

It got discount too.

And again I had to choose, either Web Designing book.

OR

Dreamweaver CS3 book.

I'm thinking this Dreamweaver CS3 is important because it got something to do with Web Designing book but it's much expensive then that.

And again I let go of the DCS3.

Another sad news,

My "daughter" is breaking up with her boyfriend.

I know it's my place to say or do something, but they are prefect together...

I don't know what's got into my "daughter" minds.

And also how un-manly her boyfriend.

Now I'm just trying to figure out how to attach them back and then sew them.

Well whatever it is, I'm not going to let it affect my studies and future.

I'm still thinking about which college I should go.

Either way, let's get to the main subject.

Which are SPM first before college and dreams.

-Matthew

PS To cheer myself up, last night I made a few awesome apps on my computer. And now my desktop is pimp'd!

Result! And Where Do I Go?

There Is Ups and Downs Everyday!

Hooray! We got no minus or addition marks!

My art folios are A+ that's good!

A+ is the highest grade in our examination grading!

I got 87 which are A+

Now there's the downs news.

WHERE THE HELL UNIVERSITY SHOULD I ENTER?

There's The One Academy, Saito Art College, Daisen Art College, Taylor's College, Segi College and other college.

It's pretty insane to just see all those courses and not knowing which you should take.

I probably going to The One Academy.

The harder you gone through, the more salary you'll get.

That's what a person from the Medicine booth told us.

Yeah once you sat down on the chair they will blur us all the detail we should know and learn.

Or probably just motivate us.

TOA gave me a cool plastic bag and my friends was like hunting for college plastic bag rather than informations.

Lol.

I ask a few Gendounians, and most of them are going to TOA.

So I'll probably end there too.

TOA is quite close to Sunway Pyramid 8D

In case there's some convention, I can just walk and walk into the con!

Well then, 'til next time, I shall give some more info about the 2 worlds I live in.

-Matthew

The heroes, the finish line.

WE DID IT!

I have finished this year school marathon!
23'57''62 is my time.

Yeah I set it while I was running.
I guess it's my slowest run ever.

My friend also took top 20.
But he got in 26th.

While me probably somewhere in 30-40th
Yeah who cares.
I finished the race.

One more thing, today, is probably the most relaxing and refreshing day ever.
OUR ART PROJECT IS FREAKING FINISHED!

It took us 4 months to finish it.
We sort of slacking between the month of May and Jun.
Because the art teacher was in her laboring and we just had exams so we slack off.

But, we finish it all together.
Phew, next up academics.

I probably skipped a lot of class today and yesterday.
Well I'll catch up later.

Aaaaaaand I'll upload some of the photos of our masterpiece in my facebook.
I dare you search for it without clues.

I went crazy on the skype call with Julia.
HA, and after that my sugar running very very low.
And silent.

I probably don't have much to say here.
Audiiiiiiiios amingoesssssssss

-Matthew

An Empty Man's Heart

So I made a few song in just 2 days...

Today, I feel.. empty.

In the future I would most probably lost some of my friends.

In case you don't know, I received a very shocking news from a very close and worried friend of mine.

She took an ultrasound test 3 days ago and the results are that she have a breast cancer.

In my case, my father's mom had a breast cancer, and now my parents are doctors.

I would probably fine some ways to stop this cancer in a matter of time to let my dearest friend to live longer with her boyfriend.

In the meantime, I totally feel empty.

I do have friends. But, the feeling of not loving someone deeply is what I'm missing.

Yes, I need a girlfriend.

Since I'm living in 2 worlds, and quite frankly you don't know what are those 2 worlds means.

In other words, I live in both side. Reality and fantasy.

Of course there's other meaning of my 2 worlds which I would like to shut it inside the save box.

I would leave that problem once I found someone I like..

But I'll always love Lina and Zoe.

Well, they have what they have.

Never give up, Holkers! xD

I made 2 new songs and I would share to you guys on another post.

I'm working on a third one.

Oh and today I talk with DaveDays and Kimmitalks. THEY ARE AWESOME

And Dave actually read my sentences!

"Dave acting weird with the shades"

And he reads it out. LOL.

We love you Dave.

Now, I probably feel totally an idiot saying to my "daughter" to forget her boyfriend name...

Oh well, fathers always make mistakes.

Anyhow, that's all for today.

Another busy day ahead!

-Matthew.